[OllieT]

IF I WERE TO GIVE HER UP AND CHOSE NOT TO HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH HER BECAUSE I FEEL THAT WOULD BE CONFUSING TO HER, DOES THAT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON? I WAS ACCUSED OF NOT EVER LOVING HER. THAT IS SIMPLY NOT TRUE. I THINK IT WOULD MAKE THE TRANSITION EASIER FOR HER IF I WERE OUT OF THE PICTURE COMPLETELY. I WILL BE TOTALLY DEVASTED. HELP!!!!!!!!!!