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Sarah,
My name is Jennifer. I'm 18 years old and in about the same situation. I am about 4 months along. But I found out I was pregnant when I was about 6 weeks. Me and my boyfriend had just broken up so it made me sound quite pathetic when I called and told him. Kind of a like desperate attempt to get him back. NOT!
Well anyway....I could never abort my baby. And I knew that this baby would have a much better life with parents that can take of him/her. So we chose adoption. Well mainly me. The agency moved me into an apartment and are paying my bills. I have no job...no support from pretty much everyone. The father is in and out of my life constantly and I'm not strong enough to tell him to leave me alone. B/c I don't wanna be alone through this. I thought I had my friends until today. They basically have made fun of me for being pregnant so young. My mom still talks to me about it but it upsets her. Although it would be a 3rd grandchild...it'd be her first from me. So I understand. I never thought I'd have to do this. I thought I'd be married and out of college b4 this happened.
It does get hurt every once in a while. But its one of those things that has to be done. So if you someone to talk to just e-mail me....xxxjenny2004xxx@aol.com
I really need support too!
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