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I keep wondering the same thing, the heartbreak of each possible chance. My husband and I are doing some adoption advertising and hopefulness come when the phone rings. We have had three calls in the past two weeks, and I know it's just the beginning of the process. Each person says they will call back, and haven't. My brain understands, they are going through a tough decision, and I am just a voice on the phone. The last of the three phones call felt right in some way. She said she would call back at the end of the week, and no phone call, today it's been a week. I know in reality it's only been a short time, and time will tell, but my soul is sad. I am finding it difficult to focus, and keep waiting for the phone to ring. I know I should move forward, but wish I could have more control of this difficult situation of waiting to adopt. I hear/read the success stories and wonder when will it be our turn? Will it happen?
I am glad I wandered onto this part of the forum, and realize that others who are waiting are also experiencing some of the same feelings. The aching arms, etc...
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