[colin]

Hi again,

It must be very hard to expand your social circle when you have been so busy with children and hausband. The days of just hanging out may be so long over they won't come back. Or can you squash that bug and find a social club of regular people?

You no doubt have a disorder of the mind, we all do. Hope you don't mind but as we've previously agreed (?) disorders are just a definition, a word per say. And you are probably, no... undoubtedly the best person to manage this disorder.

What do you plan?

What are the goals?

When will you achieve this. When will you respond to your mind and body highlighting an imbalance? I am very curious to find out.

How long have you known this?

People are judging you if you define it like that. When we speak of complex things people have got to get their brain moving -quick. Judging is a part of trying to understand you. It is the first step in active understanding.. we have got to compare the spoken image to stuff we feel about ourselves, personally.

And because of the unique cases you undoubtedly spur them to quick thought and processing.

Ya gotta get some way to rest, 3 kids wow. For how many years? yeah ages 1, 5 and 9. You have been hit by a truck! one after another!

And you just moved = major stress for anyone with more than a pair of shoes. So of course ya gotta hear all the new noises and see if it aint a tiger about to whisk away one of your sleeping kids in the dark. I moved a million times and it's the same every time. I have got to hear and label every new sound till my brain can safely filter them out. Safety is important = security = a very important human universal need along with survival.

And all this is happening at once. It is overwhelming me, lol, get it? All at once, forever (recent newborn). You do have a disorder called "frazzled".

Your are a champion for making it this far.

The complex issues are tough to live. Remember what is best for the child. I don't know what is, i'm just reminding you not to let the complex feelings of irresponsible adults come before what is best for the child.<--- rule No.1 and i'm see you feel the same way.

Always take time for yourself. To allow yourself the best chance to recover fom these overwhelming issues.

I'm up i Vancouver, BC. I just located my bBrother and bMom. They've been looking for ten years.

You may like the Dr. Phil show, there are these great ones for the kids and relatives. The net has a schedule to see which shows contain what. ( drphil.com i think ) The reason i tell you this is because i am so interesting to you is cause of that show and a few books i read.

So take care and Ramble on as much as u like.

Colin