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SJCNA
I read the part about the breaking in, are these real threats in your neighbourhood? If they are you have every right to tremble for your childrens safety. Even if you percieve these threats to be real they ARE. Luckily if they are not real in the neighbourhood then you have the choice to make them not real, when you want to.
Life and sensations are a funny thing. If you are feeling the results of nightly breakins then you gotta be very tired. And that aint good, cause how are you gong to get better if you are so very tired. Sleep is very necessary for emotional stability, believe me i work on large movie sets with fifteen hour workdays.
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There is one thing a friend told me about breaking appointments... it is a control thing.
We abused people like control things, it's safer that way. We dont realise that we are never really in control, nobody is. Just keep an open eye for this and do not blame yourself as if it was a negative thing.
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Good to hear all the love ya share with your family. Do they know this?
Keep moving forwards, but take breaks to enjoy where you have gotten to.
Colin
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