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i have read so many stories about good and bad reunions.
ours is very good.i am the mother she has always yearned for.
i had almost lost hope ,then one day 34 years later i get an email. i knew it was her by her email name.the name she was given at birth.
she did not have a happy life with her a-parents.
the biggest problem is that she lives in the us and i in canada.1000 miles apart.
i have told her how i feel and she feels the same.
what is happening is that i am all consumed by her and my new family.i can think of nothing else.all i want to do is be with her.
she was in a bad car accident and is suffering a lot of pain.
i think of nothing else but trying to comfort her.
i am up early each morning just to check my email and if i don't get a letter i just panic.wondering if all is okay.
in a split second i would leave evry thing behind and move there.
i have never had such a strong connection with anyone.i have 2 other children and i love them dearly,but not as much as my 1st born.
i was forced to give her up for adoption and she truly understands why.
how can i cope with these feelings of desperation?
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