[kadensmom]

We have an open adoption agreement where I visit him 4 times a year and receive photos 4 times a year. I have a visit coming up on Aug. 1 and I am so afraid of having weirdness between us. I know that weirdness is pretty much inevitable, but I don't want to lose their friendship over something I did or said. **Sigh** I just want Kaden to have the most comfortable open adoption as possible. I will bend over backwards just to make things cool between me and the aparents.