[kadensmom]

I don't get it. When I was pregnant, the aparents and I got along so wonderfully. In fact, it was the amom's similarities to myself that made me love them so much. Plus, the adad was so easy to like and they were so charismatic. They seemed so loving and kind. After I had my son, we maintained a decent relationship although awkward since I wanted to give them their space. The amom and I kept continuing contact through email. Then I brought up boundary issues which was sooo hard in the first place. But when she told me what felt right to her, I was crushed because she only wanted to keep our friendship a correspondence. I don't know why, being foolishly optimistic, I wanted more than that. I understand how that wouldn't be realistic, but ever since we brought these things up, things seem strained. I tried my best to remain as I always am, bright and chipper, but she hasn't even tried to write back and it's been a week. Am I being a freak or did I just screw up my friendship with them? And if things are weird between us, how do I mend it? For Kaden's sake, what the heck do I do?