[elliegirl35]

my daughter is now 12 and i gave her up @10 months and every year it seems to get worse but remember we made our beds and to try to interupt their lives as far as trying to get them back or get involved other wise would be unfair to the children and emotionally bad for them - i feel kids nowadays have enough to deal with much less --- birthparents --- and you did not give away anything -- you gave up your baby so she (or he ) could have a better life--- right ??? right and you'll be back together and your feelings i think are natural --i don't think there is day i don't feel like a worthless bad mom -as so many single mothers raise 2,3+4 children and i couldn't do it with 2 but it was better this way for both of my children good luck with everything and i and many other birthmother share your same tears---and remember were there is darkness there is also light !!! it might be awhile but ,it will come--