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Hi Cori...I just got home from the beach and read what you had to say...and you know, you have a very good point....I told myself when I went into this search that I was not getting hurt by anyone..and I have..and I tried to tell myself that if I could just spend one day with her..then everything would be resolved...but you know what....for me enough is never enough...when I venture into something..I give it my all...and honestly..I guess I'm just a little ticked off because I never got to complete my journey of reunion with her....I never got to let her know how grateful I was to her for giving me up..because I have led a very interesting and blessed life..and I have always felt that things might of not worked out sooo great had I stayed with her....she had just turned 17 and her mom and dad would of had to help her...so she got to go on with her life...and by everything I can see on paper...she married one year after she had me and went on to have 3 more children...so she is married to the same man..and I hope her life is blessed and we can someday get beyond these lies!!!! And yes, hopefully one day I'll be able to love her in my mind again as I did before...because right now I am full of hurt from her....but God willing I can release this feeling and go on with my life as normal!!!! Thank you sooo much for giving me some insight into this situation...I really need all the help I can get to deal with this...and so it helps me when I hear that others have gone through the same thing and survived it!!! Love, Brenda....
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