Oh Brenda---Bless your heart!!! As a bmom I totally agree with you. I am a bmom from the early eighties, and it is tough no matter when you go through it. It is very sad to me that some bmoms can not see passed all the pain and celebrate the good when it finally comes to them!!! You hang in there my friend!!! I am so sorry, and wanted to offer you ((((((BIG HUGS)))))!!!
S Pete