Well today is the big day. WE MEET THE CHILDREN!!! I'm so excited and scared and nervous and happy and curious and so many more things all at once. I feel like I could toss my cookies at any minute!! I have 3 more hours to get through before the travelling starts and I don't see how I'm going to make it to then. It's worse than Christmas Eve when you're a child!!!!
And if it's this bad for me what are they going through?? They've known since last Thursday that we're coming today. I feel so bad for them to have to have known for so long. Too much time to fantasize about the "perfect family" and then we're going to show up. What a disappointment....heeheeeheee.
We know we see them again on Sat, which feels good to know. And we know that they should be placed with us before school starts, but other than that everything is unknown. How many visits at the foster home, when can they see our house, when can they stay over night, when can they just stay??
I've had WAY TOO MUCH time to think lately and it's driving me crazy. Thanks for listening to my ranting...it helps to get it out in writing. All responses will be greatly appreciated, cuz at least it will give my brain something to do besides make up new scenarios... lol
