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Hey gals...The minute I wrote about ME being a shamful thing of her past..after I end that post..I knew I was gonna catch som hell...it's just the way I was feeling this morning...please don't think it's the way I feel all the time...right now I am just kind of confused by her lack of emotion...I undersand this was probably a very hard situation for her back then....but I guess I was just wanting her to give me a little love...give me the same respect that I have given her all these years!!!! But in didn't work out that way...and I have nothing to do but just accept it....I'm not crying anymore.....I WILL NOT let myself shed any more tears for this woman....I want to take care of my family...and be there for them...but it still kind of ticks me off when I think about it....I know now that she didn't reject me...she rejected the notion of knowing me....of knowing her firstborn daughter......I know I'll be o.k., because I've weathered many a storm in my life...and I have always been able to come out of it o.k......So, I'll just hum the tune "Wind Beneath My Wings" to myself in the car from now on...and think about how I could of sang this to her...Love, Brenda....
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Make it a great day.
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