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Let's face it...rejection stinks!!!!! But, I'd rather know what my mom is really like rather than live my whole life not knowing...and putting her up on this pedestal...I mean I really had her up there high...and it's kind of like she fell off in an instant..it only took one phone call to realize that I had been praising the wrong person!!!! So no longer will I praise her for her sacrifice...for if she ws truly my mom she would of stepped up to the plate..and at least given me the medical info I so desperately need...not a relationship..just info..and she couldn't even grant me that....but I will respect her decision...and I will not tell anyone she knows of her shameful secret.....ME!!!!! Imagine that...after all these years..I'm still a shameful secret!!!! I know I'm rambling today.....and in the upcoming months I will probably have a bunch of emotions over this matter....but I just want to move on from this raw emotion...but it kind of has me in a strangle hold!!!! Love, Brenda....
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