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Brenda . . .
It's true -- God does have a plan for your life, and although it includes moments of pain and loss, He never leaves us without people to help us through (and sometimes, to carry us if need be).
To be turned away by your birthmom is devastating, and although on a rational level you are trying to understand, be prepared for times of anger and disillusionment to come. You have the right attitude and the right skills; you are very strong. You are also human, and this being the process (and not the moment in time) that it is, you likely will experience better days and bleaker days.
I am so glad your dad has stepped up to the plate for you and you feel his love. Right now, he is the person God has sent to help you through this (along with all your friends here on the forum.)
Take care of yourself.
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Maureen
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