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scared and confused
I have to admit that i'm scared of meeting my birth mom. I met my biorth dad and it was a terrioble experince. I'm 27 now and was adopted by a family when i was 6. I would like to meet her but on mutal ground in a public place. I have questions that need to be answered and only she can give me the answers I need. I know that most questions of kids that where adopted and found later that they where are hard ones for the orignail birth parents to answer. Such as: Why? The why question is the hardest to answer. i want to know why i was put up for adoption from her. I want to know if she loved me,or didn't want me. I love my adoptive parents. But still I do have questions that need answered. But like I said I'm scared of meeting her after meet him.
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