[Rayma]

Ehines,

Your right we have to go throwgh the pain to start healing. It's a good thing that you finaly found yourself.

Due to my abuse begaining while still in the babybed, I never had a chance to develope "my" personality - the one I sould have had. PTSD changes the personalaty in some form of everyone who has it. It maybe a major change or a slite change, but there is always a change. I often wounder want my personality would have been like if I had not gone throw that, what whoud I be like if I was raised by my bmom, etc...

Are you asking for help, offering help, or do you just need some one to talk to oe on one? I'd be glad to help you in any way I can, including one on one.

Keep up the fight, you will find more and more of you as time goes by.
Rayma