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The Catholic/Public school debate weighs heavily on my mind. Both types of schooling here are good, and my daughter is just starting her school adventure years.
Waiting for our referral seems painful at times. I have been so optimistic through out the process. But the timeframe is so much longer than I anticipated! And compared to a lot of discussions on these boards, I don't know what waiting means. Sometimes it just puts me into such helpless/depressed state of mind.
My girlfriend asked the other day if I had an alternate plan, or a cut off date for the referral to come. To be honest, I had never considered it. I did so much research, and truly believe I was spiritually guided to my choice, that stopping/changing was never a thought. Now I think to myself, how long is too long?
We also received a letter from our consultant. The 3-6 month waiting period for Poland is now more like 3-18 months. That is quite a big difference, especially considering we just finished month 6.
These two events combined have left me unsettled once again about waiting.
What is interesting is that when I sought a daily mediation, as I was feeling sorry for myself, it was about faith.
I know faith is what I need to have, but as we all know, it is tough at times.
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