[thanksgivingmom]

Well my Mom keeps calling me asking my what my plans for Mothers Day are....like I'd have my own plans. I keep telling her that I assume I'll be spending it with her and she keeps telling me it's not a big deal, if I have other plans that's okay, it won't hurt her feelings...she knows I've been trying to get out of town on a weekend and every weekends busy so she said I could leave this one if that would work for my schedule.

It's really driving me nuts. I find myself irrationally super mad at her that she seems like she doesn't want to do Mothers Day this year...she keeps saying that the other kids will be there like that makes it okay if one's missing...when I know one will ALWAYS be missing and that it WON'T be okay...

Ugh, I'm emotional today.