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reunited and I might have messed up
This is my first post.
I was recently reunited with my bmom. We had a great time, but I think I might have done something wrong.
Need advice.
When I returned I had so many emotions, mostly sadness, newly felt abandonment issues, and even anger.
Most were a result of my childhood, because i had some rough times.
I posted on my blog all the feelings I was having..some past childhood memories that were not very happy..
anyway, my sisters read it and then told my mother.
She was very very upset and concerned for me..she called me and was so supportive and repeatedly told me that I could talk to her anytime. She did mention how terrible she felt..like she was having a heart attack when they told her about what I posted.
Problem..I feel so bad for making her feel bad, and guilty.
I didn't post the info for that reason, it was just to work it out. I had never actually told anyone most of what I went through..
Do you think that it was wrong of me to do that?
I feel terrible for causing her grief and we just reunited last month.
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