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Nicole, I think maybe you've mistaken one thing that CM said...if I understood her correctly, about MS and the music, she was referring to her own parents, their awareness of the music she listens to, the fact that they don't care about her choice of music and that her parents are too old to be on MS.
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If thats what CM meant - what does that have to do with anything? When did we start talking about her parents? But who even knows at this point?
I think there's a lot of BS going on here - - I feel like I'm being duped into believing that certain people have no clue when they really know
exactly what's going on.
I think the point of this entire mess is that we all make mistakes, especially in difficult emotionally-charged situations like first contact between a bio-mother and her relinquished child - no one is condemning Chunk for her lapse in judgment. The issue we're all charged up about is the inability to suck it up and admit that these mistakes were made - now it just seems to me like the entire communication on MS was calculated and manipulative, and it breaks my heart for Courtney. Somewhere along the line the topic was shifted to music and MS profiles and lack of education and I think it was all in a blatant effort to distract us from the real issue. I don't appreciate it as an adoptee - - I think it is ridiculous.
As much as I hate to admit it, this entire scenario makes me want to halt my search immediately because I'm afraid that I'll find out that my biological mother is a person who doesn't have my best intentions in her heart.
It's just sad.