the past 18 yrs have been the most horrible gutt wrenching extremely painful time of my life!!
i really had no one who would listen to me
my family never wanted to talk about it
cause there mentality was it was closed and i needed to move with my life
MOVE ON?how can anyone just move on after giving up a baby and try to have a normal life after that???
im my case i wasnt a druggie/etc etc
i just got pregnant
tk GOD 18 yrs have come and gone
and i sure look forward to one day prayfully meeting my daughter face to face and hugging her and knowing she wants contact with me
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