Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.
I should say that I love my son. I didn't want to be his mom at first, but I changed my mind. I couldn't imagine life without him.
I went to the dr and I am going to start Cymbalta-low dose-tonight. I go back in 3 weeks to be checked and she is really open to changing to a different med. She also said the testosterone from my hrt could be making me angry, but it not what is making me feel helpless and sad. Good to know I'm not completely off my rocker!
I am going to go back and start counseling again. Maybe the old one-two punch will help even more.
Thank you for the words of encouragement. Somebody understands! My dh doesn't get it. But he is trying!
