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I have prayed for your peace since reading your post. Grief was huge for me. I have dealt with this secondary infertility thing for seven years now. I have come full circle with feelings of sorrow about not being able to have any more bio kids and now, even though adoption for so long seemed like a consolation prize of sorts... it is getting easier. Last night I was talking to my SW and it occurred to me that I would be so sad if we weren't considering adoption. I actually really do want to adopt and I would still do it even if I could still have my own. If I hadn't run the race this far, this whole adoption thing wouldn't have shaped me into who I have become. I don't want to be without the prospect of adoption now, and it doesn't seem like second best - it seems like first best.
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