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I agree with Jackie about therapy, and looking into what addiction does to some people. I am a recovering addict of 10 yrs. I lost both of my children because of drugs and alcohol. I didn't do drugs or drink while I was pregnant, but my children still suffered because of my drug abuse, I look back on that life and regret that I wasn't there for my children while on the drugs and drinking. I put myself into treatment to make a better life for them and myself, the state said that they could do better than me when they found out I was in treatment, I know that they were trying to break my spirit, but the good lord up above wouldn't let that happen, he kept putting people in my path to help me get through another day. Have you heard the song Going through Hell by Rodney Adkins? That is my theme song now. When I am having a bad day, I put that song on and sing along with him (I can't carry a note, I don't care) and pretty soon I feel better. I don't know if this will help you, Keep your chin up, trust in God and you will do just fine.
Kat2560
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