[Sara84]

On March 14 I found out that I was pregnant (13 weeks) I went in for a check-up for ovarian and cervical cancer and when they did the ultrasound they saw a baby boy with his legs wide open. It was a shock to me since I wasn't having any symptoms of pregnancy. On April 9 ( 19 weeks) I went in for a check up and was told they will be delivering me early and I will be having a hysterectomy. The hard part about hearing that is I am giving this baby up for adoption but it is my one chance to have a kid of my own. The reason I am giving him up is I am single, I work and in the fall I will be going to school. I feel he deserves a mother and a father and not just a mother. So it was a hard decision but it is the right decision. One other thing that is hard for me is my sister is due in Oct. and she is married.

Has anyone had these feelings? The feelings are sadness and hurt.