Your day will come!! It is the most wonderful feeling in the world when you know they are doing well. When I saw my bdaughter's picture for the first time, the hole in my heart after nineteen LONG years began to heal. It truly is an amazing experience. I told her bmom, if I died today I would be fulfilled. Just seeing her precious face, and knowing she is a healthy beautiful 19 year old young woman. Its is truly fantastic. Hang on to hope and your dreams will become a reality.
spete