[Mockingbird]

Thanks kune and kathy79. It's good to know that I'm not out there alone in my feelings.

I just feel like I'm emotionally starved for him. We have been in reunion now for going on 5 months. I have been able to see him twice (for several days each time). It has been so hard to leave him. We talk on the phone every week; but I want to be doing something with him--creating memories and having shared experiences. You can't do that by phone.

I had thought that the rollercoaster ride was over; but I see now I was just in the first dip!