Heidi:
No there is a dad in the picture, LOL! I don't talk about him much since most of the contact has always been between a-mom and I. We've talked, but not since we have reconnected. I am open to speaking with him, but I don't know where he stands, or how involved in this he wants to be.
I know there is no answer here. Right now I'm just trying to collect my thoughts and get some distance. I do want to call, but it's hard when I just e-mailed her that I would not call without a heads up. Plus I think I'm too emotionally riled up for a constructive talk right now. But I am going to do it. I think it can only help. But I am CHICKEN too
