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I have the same fear Jackie and my answer is a little too "easy" IMO (and yes, adoption related) but here it is...
I have learned (through adoption) to be an overly "private" person and keep most everything to myself. Going to the Dr. is exposing. I hate it too. It triggers feelings of vulnerability and secrecy.
Plus, now that I'm over 40, every doc I see is interested in placing my breasts between two pieces of glass and seeing how flat they can make 'em.
That doesn't make it any easier...
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