[Jackiejdajda]

I don't believe I was an accident, God doesn't make accidents. I don't believe any mother out there "gives up her child", but perhaps she was not able to care for her baby and so she did what she felt was best.

If she was in control of the situation this may be the case.

I do believe however that once the child becomes an adult that it is needed that they embrace each other. For any birth mother that is reading this... please find your child, there is no love in the world like a mothers love.

I was gifted with the chance to tell my son I loved him.. My husband told him that he knew I always loved him..

It was told to me that my own mother was either named Virginia Farley or Virginia Donovan, she had me in the St.Vincent's hospital in Philadelphia,PA back in 1946. Mother... if you're out there please know that I understand. I can only be eternally grateful that it was my father's sister Elise that adopted me yet I only learned that John Meyer was my father after he died.

My goodness.. You do have a history..

St Vincent’s was a name involved in my relinquishment.. I just googled his name.. He was a patron of charity..

Still the mystery remains of the love affair that took place in 1945, but we are all only human mom... wherever you are right now I can say that I love you because you brought me into this world and gave me the most precious gift of all....LIFE, and for this I'm eternally grateful.

I wish you could tell her this..

Jackie