Thansk Ill check those out.
What brings me joy?
Wrestling with my son
Being silly with my daughter
Hugging my wife
Sex with my wife
Cleaning the whole house and doing laundry, buying my wife roses and chocolate and seeing her feeling loved
Playing music...sometimes with the right people and a good night
Helping some of my students who want to learn
Pale Ale
A head scratch
Lifting weights
Salmon Steak on the grill
A foot rub
Cuddling/spooning with my wife in bed
Seinfeld
MUSIC
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Originally Posted by megmagruder
Killer,
I am a Christian adult adoptee. I have read and re-read your post. I hear your anger through your words. I hear you are Angry with life. I have to say I am sad to read how much you HATE.
I have had sorrow, loss, and depression. But my faith in God and my church helped me through the anger. It is not a normal church, it is a church with a leadership mentality. You have to be able to lead yourself...
It is OK to be angry at God, he can handle it. There is only 1 thing in life we have control over, and that is our Attitude. You have to decide that you want to change your attitude. It determines where you will be in life.
I do have a question. Do you allow anything to bring you joy?
We have a series right now at church. "Master the Keys of Breakthrough" It is focusing on the anatomy of a thought... Breaking through the patterns of your past to a line yourself with God's plan, follow his pattern, and receive his promise. Here is a link to the pod cast. Master the Keys.
I honestly believe if you spend the time to listen to the 8 messages, take notes treat it like a class you will have the power to change parts if not your whole life. You say you do not know what will make you happy, you say you have not looked with in.
Let me know if you have any questions. I wish you luck and I hope the dark cloud that is over your life gives way to a sunny blue sky. |