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Killer,
I read your reply to my post and then went and reread your post. Playing devils advocate:
You hate your life:
You have a wife, children, a home, job, summers off, insurance, security, and away from the city.
I love my life:
I have survived and continued on after the death of my son at 5 weeks of age, through the next twenty years not giving up on the father of my son, through his own hell. Taking the step to move on only to have life almost stop at the age of 43 when I had a heart attack followed by a stroke one week later. I am now 47, happy, married, no longer working due to health but finding a way to continue on and enjoy my life.
When you reach out - others are cold: What do you expect if you have lived as an angry man, that they open their arms wide? You must earn someones respect just like they must earn your respect. Actions create reactions, you must give to get, when was the last time you saw someone you could help and did it just because you could? Maybe you need to help the world around you, help somone just to make their day. You may find it makes your day too.
Kind regards,
Dickons
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