[kakuehl]

I wish for you that you might find peace in the waiting. Trust God that the right time and the right child will come along.

I know that when I placed my firstborn for adoption, my mother had declared (and I agreed) that if he had any discernible defects at birth he would not have been placed. I'm sure that disruption must have been heart wrenching for you; people are often judgmental even when they have no understanding of a situation.
Again, may you experience peace as you wait.