[crystalp]

I so know what you guys are talking about. It has been almost a year since we felt prompted to adopt. We prayed, went to the temple, prayed, talked, and prayed some more. My dh even gave me blessings that have talked about our new baby coming to our family. But after the failed match that we had in October, my dh's business failing, us having to use our adoption savings to pay bills while he found another job, and now us moving to a different city to be near his new job, it is all so overwhelming!! I really want our new son, and I know we have been told he is coming, but we have had to put our adoption plan completely on hold now to save back up the $$$. It felt so urgent last summer, and now it is stalled. It's disheartening. I have questioned more than once, but I really want our baby, and I am trying to find out what we are supposed to be doing next.