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I understand your anger. 25 years ago, prior to my courtdate, after my mother had "sent" me away, she begged me to see my son. I refused. I didn't feel that she had the right, since she refused to offer to help me if I kept him. Adoption was the only option presented to me.
I found out later that while I was denied one last goodbye, LDS Family Services secretly let her spend 2 hours with him...more than double the time I got with him total. I don't know if I can ever forgive it.
When my daughters and I started our search 2 years ago her comment was, "why hurt his parents?" I just want to know that he's ok. My girls would like to get to know their half brother.
If we're ever successful, I'm sure Mom will be right in the mix...I'll have a hard time keeping the simmering anger buried.
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Paige
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