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I know what you are going through... But, In my mind I put the child's interest in the main focus... and not so much my own interests.... I love children, but, I wasn't able to provide for my child the way I would have wanted to. Maybe this is the mental distancing that you are feeling... not so much if it is right or wrong... you will greive the loss of your child there is no doubt about it... but, being strong is only a small part of it.. it is knowing yourself and knowing what is best for baby. Hope this helps... if you need to talk or want to email me I would be more than happy to chat with you either way...
Take care on your path!
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