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[EDITED TO ADD:]
Before you private message me soliciting me for my child, or reply to this post, READ THE ENTIRE THREAD.
My son is now 18 weeks old. He and I are incredibly happy. I did not put him up for adoption. I am not going to put him up for adoption.

Thank you very much.
S.




I never suspected that I might be pregnant. Well... if I'm honest, deep deep deep down had I had a feeling... but I thought I was just being paranoid.
So today I took a test.
It immediately came back positive.
I wasn't surprised.
I'm at least 4 months along, if not more. I feel the baby..
I'm making an appointment with my gyn tomorrow to confirm things and figure everything else out.

I'm 19. I have no job. I have no way of emotionally or financially caring for a child. It would be unfair to keep the child. I know that I can't give them what they need. And the birthfather isn't in the picture, nor does he want to be.
So this baby is going up for adoption.

And my heart is hurting so badly.
To find out something like this- that I have LIFE within me.. that I am going to be a mother... and then to have it taken from me with the knowledge that I can't care for this baby the way it deserves.... it rips my heart out..
I guess I just need a little bit of support...
(along with sleep)..

thanks,
Sarah