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It sounds like you feel you are living life as an imposter. I may be wrong and by no means do I have a psychology degree. Yet, I can tell you are unhappy.
Have you thought about counseling or therapy? Trust me, there is nothing wrong with seeking help.
As I posted earlier, I am not an adoptee so I cannot fully understand all the emotions an adoptee has. But I can empathize. My parents were not the best, by any means. My mother was emotional abusive and my father allowed it. I still carry a lot of baggage from that. To this day I fight to be my own person, not the person they want me to be.
Have you spoke with your aparents about your feelings? Sometimes it helps to get things off our chests. Recently I had to do this.
I wish I could wave a magic wand for you and make it all better.
L.
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Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same, or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it was once like in the United States where men were free
Ronald Reagan
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