Leigh, I am so sorry you're feeling badly right now. Anger is such a powerful emotion. I've felt angry so many times in the past 36 years, and many times the depth of my anger frightens me...and then I feel guilty for feeling angry. It can be a real vicious cycle for me. I try to just let myself feel the anger, acknowledge it, write about it, pray about it. When I try to bury it deep inside me, it becomes ten times worse. Keeping a journal really helps, as does writing poetry.
Keep writing....
PS: Here's a BIG (((HUG))!
