Thanks for the replies. At this point, like you donna, I am afraid to go through it again and don't know if I can trust my husband to commit. He said he was in it 100% the first time, and the pain that this has caused is something I will NEVER get over. I can't imagine going through this unbearable pain again. I can't function and just cry all the time like I am in mourning for my lost child.
Have you and your husband started the process with his new attitude toward the adoption? I hope it all works out for you, sounds like you guys are on the right track!
