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I was 26 when I found my first mom... and she refused contact with me. I met a first brother once, he is a year older than me and was super excited and I haven't heard a word from him since. All I can tell you is that I decided that they were worse off for not knowing me. I'm a pretty great person. I had to work on feeling that way too though b/c I had the what is wrong with me thoughts. It has been about four years and the pain has faded, but it comes back now and then strong and confusing.
I wish there were easy answers for you. My mom and dad have been amazing through all of this. That helps tremendously.
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