[CoryEllen]

Mom2Max - if you feel that nagging, then I think you should act! Let God provide the money when it's needed. The same thing happened to us, we were getting "nagged" pretty heavily by the Spirit by the time we started the paperwork, and we had no idea where the money would come from. Then it just sort of showed up once we did our faithful part. (Luckily I have a wealthy Grandma who would have coughed up a loan if we had needed it quickly, so that was our backup plan from the beginning.) However, now that we have a lovely little pile of cash in savings, I am ever more frustrated with the wait. I just feel like saying "I'm prepared! Now where's my kid?" KWIM? It's hard not to eyeball that money when my girlfriends say "join us for a weekend in Florida!"