back to subject for now
ok, so back to the subject for now while we wait for a call back.
I have sat here for the last 15 yrs wondering whether my parents are alive or not. That is so hard for me. I pray that they are but what if, because my records are sealed, I finally find them and they just passed away. I don't get angry easily but I would be and who would I blame? Myself, for not looking harder? My adoptive mother for keeping me from looking? The agency who wouldn't give me the information? The state for having sealed records? Which one do I get angry with until I am ready to forgive? I just feel that not knowing anything is hard for anyone and that the laws should allow certain information to be passed on so that no one is to blame.
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