Mrs_Tammy94 wrote..
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A social worker made a contact with my bson the day after Christmas. The news wasn't good. Like so many of you bmoms feel. It hurt like hell when he said he doesn't want contact and never will.
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I do not think anything is written in stone.. we change.. we all change.
I have read many posts through the years written by adoptees that have said words like the ones you have received and then changed their minds and wanted contact..
Was there a reason why given?
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The rejection hurts like no other. I have noticed myself soaking everything I have into my boys and husband to be perfect so they may not ever feel any kind of rejection. I know this isn't healthy but it is a way to cope. My heart will never be full till he can finally forgive me.
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I am so sorry..
I did a lot of soul searching on terms of forgiving myself.. Accepting that what happened all those years ago was right..
Was the right thing to do..
Jackie