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Originally Posted by julie23
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when i sort things... sometimes i find myself back at the very beginning... and sorting it again... and that is where i am at now... i don't know why.
but this is what i am sorting.... what did i do when i signed the papers? what did i agree to when i said yes?
i listen too much sometimes to what people write here... i think.
i had to sort it... to ask, is this my daughter? who is she and what part did i have in it? maybe i could give you a million reasons why she is not my daughter... b
but i did not give her away. i did not abandon her. i did not throw her away. i did not relinquish her.
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Julie I believe it's all in the 'processing' whether we move forward and heal ourselves. We all come to that in our own way...
As an adoptee what I hear you saying is that you reserve the right as a mother to an emotional, perhaps spiritual connection with your bdaughter...
Rose