I was going to try to write a halfway coherent response, but your previous posts have me so baffled that I frankly don't know what to say. Your original post is confusing, at least for me.
Your last post sounds like it was written by a completely different person, however. So, I'm going to bow out of this conversation. I'm sorry if you took offense at what I said ~ I truly didn't mean to be offensive. Good luck in whatever comes your way.