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It's funny you say that. When my friends and I went incognito to his high school graduation, my friend said, "you would be treated better by strangers." She is so right. I would love to at least have an a-mom I could embrace in all this. Instead, I have stayed away from that entire side of MY family for 19 years. Whenever I am around any of them, they look at me, like I am a bug, or am going to do something crazy or amazing, I am never sure which they expect.
I just don't get it. At least for the fact that I am in their family, and I have stayed away, you would think they would give me the benefit of the doubt. I am not trying to take anything away from what they have had or can have in the future, I am just trying to start having something of my very own. Does that make sense?
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