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My mom was the same way when she met my sister for the first time some twenty years ago. My sister and I were both in our early twenties (I was single running around having a good time no worries kinda life) though I was not living under my mom's roof I still felt this hold she had over me, so for me to follow up with her I felt like I couldn't because of my mom. Now I never forgot about my sister and when I reached my thirties I felt somethng missing in my life. I mean I always felt that way all my life I just couldn't put my finger on it. Once I hit my thirties Becky (I think that is her name) she was always on my mind. It was than that I realized she wa the missing link in my life. Now that we are both in our fourties I REALLY think about her and I too am going behind my entire families back and searching for her. Her and I missed each others weddings, birth of children, deaths, divorces things we should have shared. Think about that as you make your decision. I lost twenty years with my sister and I would do anything to get just one day of that back. Like I said I was in my early twenties when I found out about Becky...twenty years later I regret not chasing her down. We lost twenty years because I didn't want to hurt someone elses feelings. Best Wishes to you.
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