[thanksgivingmom]

Like I said, I journaled a lot (handwritten) before our first visit - then a little bit afterwards but it tapered a lot. At that point I had started blogging regularly and some of the things I've written will be for her as well, but since blogging I type way more (easier to get away with at work too).

My other adoption resolution is that I'm going to try to trust DD's Mom more. I have had a bad habit of hoping for the best but expecting the worst. I worry that doing that will have an impact on how I allow myself to develop a relationship with her.